Should I stay by the ocean for my dream or return to Mom after heartbreak?

I got a job at a rich senior hotel with view of ocean. And might move in few days to a studio 2 min away by the job and ocean at a rich city next to city of a guy I love but we broke up. I told him something and instead of working it out he blocked me and left. Now I live with regret day by day as I shud of kept it secret to not lose him and can’t find anyone better than him😓 we would plan I move closer to him and he visit my studio. And he would complain im too far and now that im 5 min away , he's not here. And im alone at the rich ocean city. I been hallow confused and crying. I want go back rn to moms far city in the inland empire desert , and go to school and just quit the job and studio here 😓 my dream is live by ocean but with a partner not alone so I’m confused

Should I stay by the ocean for my dream or return to Mom after heartbreak?
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