I'm not crazy I just long for that happiness. I think of the guy I like an imagine what could happen.
In reality I know guy I like probably thinks yeah I will sleep with her. An for all I know he might not want a relationship.
Guess its just wishful thinking that you can like a guy and he would like you enough to commit. Life isn't like that I know. Probably why I'm so sensitive. I hype myself up before knowing the outcome.
I do this with every guy I meet. Then when it goes wrong I breakdown and become depressed. I long for real love. So when I feel like its possible. My mind goes into overdrive and I feel like I can almost taste happiness.
Then when I realise he's a scumbag it sets me back and makes me feel like I'm not good enough.
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