I don't even know where to begin. I never saw you as someone I would like to date. In fact the thought of dating you never crossed my mind. I saw how u were jealous that I seemed fond of your friend. U weren't subtle at all and you have denied this on many occasions but it was true. You than won my frienship. You appeared to be everything I wanted in a man. When I started dating you, I made a conscious decision to do so. I chose to love you. U promised you wouldn't break my heart and I believed you. Well you did. Piece by piece you have destroyed what was once me. You made me doubt myself. See myself as not good enough. Short selling myself. I broke up with you and you begged me for a second chance. I gave it cos I vowed to love you. But what did you do? Nothing. Absolutely nothing and I decided to walk away. This time for good. I refuse to be an after thought. To think I gave u a chance. A chance I've denied to so many. And here u came, acting like u cared just to systematically break me, wasting 6 years of my life. Never ever again will I allow my precious heart to be subjected to loving another being on purpose. I choose myself. Today and every other day.