how do I change this? He hates me because of all of the things I have done since our break up. I have been crazy to say the least. I have called, emailed, texted, and I've tried to break him and his current girlfriend up by showing him who she really is but he refuses to see it. I just want to know how I redeem myself and get back in his good graces if that is possible. I hope to one day reconcile but obviously right now it's not going to happen if ever. Please give me some advice.