i haven't actually seen her in person since her job ended here at the end of summer. our whole relationship is confusing and although i really liked her was never really able to understand what was going on with her so by the time she left was fairly annoyed with things and hurt.
and now feel that i never got any closure and unable to say to myself that she's a part of my past as i don't really know if i'll see her again or not.
as to what i wanted to say to her in this message , nothing intense or emotional , just that i was sorry about things that happened between us , that i missed talking to her and wondered what she was up to. but like no expectations obviously as i'm not really expecting a reply
but i don't know , tried to write down some ideas but message always seems too long and just not sure how she'd react to me sending her something to her social media as we had typically only talked in person