Break Up & Divorce

I humiliated myself by calling and texting my ex after the breakup asking why he wanted to leave, should I apologize for doing that?

my ex broke up with me bc he wasn’t ready for a relationship. He used our first fight (very small fight, he has serious trust issues) and left me and it hurt me so badly. He never really communicated with me. He has just been mean and rude to me since that day. He broke up with me over a voice memo, and came got his things. I stopped talking to him and gave him space thinking he would come around bc he did something similar like this to me before on a smaller level and apologized. 4 days later I saw he was on the dating site again that I met him on and I called him. I asked what was up and why did he really want to leave me, that’s when I found out he just didn’t want a relationship. We didn’t have a good conversation and I ended up crying asking him why was he able to leave so easily.
He hung up and blocked me.

Why I want to apologize is because the next day I called him off my other number and I thought we could talk, he said he had something to do so to text not call. I hung up and when I texted him a few hours later to see when we could talk, he had me blocked. So I stupidly called him off another number and texted him why is he being so disrespectful to me. Of course he blocked me again and I feel like I humiliated myself. It’s been over a month and I want to apologize for my actions even though he was wrong too, I feel like I made a fool of myself trying to get him to talk to me.

I humiliated myself by calling and texting my ex after the breakup asking why he wanted to leave, should I apologize for doing that?
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