I had a REALLY bad breakup with my ex-gf. She has always been the dumper and I don't think she looks back on relationships. She broke up with me and I didn't take it well. She was my first and I sort of lost it and threatened her.
She took out a no-contact order against me and she's blocked me on everything, her friends and family have unfriended me.
I just miss her. I didn't intend for this. I didn't intend to carry through, I just wanted to hurt her as badly as she hurt me in the moment.
I just want to hear her voice again and I can't. I hope she thinks about us and the happy times we had together. I'm sure she's already forgotten me.
I've heard stories from other friends about how their exes came back after despite some truly horrendous and difficult shit and bad breakups.
I just miss her.
Would you ever be able to repair things with an ex after that?
