Would like advice on the matter. (my age: 29)?

I’ve been thinking about my ex a lot lately. Honestly, I think about her every single day. She broke up with me back in September because she wanted to figure out her life and career, and I respected that. We ended on good terms, but it felt like she was subtly asking me to wait for her, even if she didn’t say it outright. She’s made it clear that she doesn’t want to lose me and still wants me in her life, and we talk every day.

I try to act like everything’s fine, but it’s not. Each day that passes, I can feel her slowly drifting away, and it hurts in a way I can’t really put into words. I never tell her how much it gets to me because I don’t want to make her feel guilty or upset… so I just keep it all to myself.

Our one-year anniversary would’ve been this month, on the 30th. I can already feel that day coming, and part of me knows I’m going to break down. She means so much to me — she always has. And even though we’re not together, my heart still feels tied to hers. It’s hard waking up every day knowing I can talk to her, but not really have her the way I want to.
Would like advice on the matter. (my age: 29)?
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