Describing what it is like to be a an Undesirable Male. #Loneliness

[Edwin23]

Imagine waking up in the morning feeling as if there was a black cloud over your head. To gain some understanding here's some words from a friend.

" It's just disturbing to know that what you've long for your whole life, to be with a women you desire, may never come to pass. Your just going to have to live life by your lonesome and forever contemplating about the beautiful, voluptuous women that didn't give you the time of day when you were in your prime. Woman don't care about the heart and intent of a good man. It's an insanely sickening and demeaning feeling that you can only describe as a vague emptiness in your abdomen, live your live for you dawg"

You go to your job as, the cute lady who also works there just looks right through you as if you didn't excist. You take a break alone, You eat lunch alone.You clock out, Go to the gym, where you see couples your same age, laughing, having fun and enjoying each others company, and it bothers you almost to the point where it makes you feel sick.

It could be the sunniest day in history but yet you still feel this weird darkness and a sense of doom.

You feel as if the rest of the world is actually out there but it's like it's not, at least not for you.

The loneliness eats away at your heart and chest every morning you wake up. The helplessness eats away at your mind, you start to question whether your good enough, why you?, whether something is wrong with you.Women could care less.

Being around friends becomes a problem when they're constantly getting woman are your not. Your friends begin to pity you and try to hook you up with girls they meet but instead end up fucking them, themselves. Friends that are women automatically assume they are to good for you hence they assume you won't fall for them, and if you did they usually laugh at you and say "I like you as a friend."

I could've gone on but only have 50 text left.