Why can't I develop feelings for any guys anymore? What's wrong with me?

Blondygirl1993
Hey I'm 21 and my first be was when I was 18 and I was with him for two years, I was in love with him and he broke my heart and left me and we don't talk anymore. Sometimes I still think of him but two years later I know there's no hope anymore and I want to find someone else and just have a partner again like all my friends do who I love :/ i have dated since him and I have dated roughly three people since him, they were all physically attractive, the second guy was younger than me and I did like him and he said he didn't have feelings for me after two weeks and I was upset at the time but I wasn't in love with him I was more upset because of my ego not because I actually had real feelings for him as I never even think about him anymore now? And the other two guys were nice looking aswell and one of them was really nice but I just could not feel a connection or feel any chemistry and I don't understand why so I had to be mean to the, and say look I don't like you lol :( what's wrong with me :/ will I never be able to love or develop feelings anymore. Like if a guy stops talking to me if we are talking I don't even care but when I was younger I would get really upset about it now I just don't feel nothing towards anyone :(
Why can't I develop feelings for any guys anymore? What's wrong with me?
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