I'm done. I'm just done with people, with everything. Why must life screw with me, why can't I find someone, why can't I fall in love anymore?

SeanshterMonster
No matter how many people I meet I never feel anything good. Sure I'm kinda excited about dating or meeting someone but I never feel anything for the person. I dont get crushes anymore and every relationship I get into ends up being abusive to me. Everywhere I go reminds me of the one good relationship I had with a girl who didn't love me and just dumped me. It's been a year and a half and I miss the relationship, I'm over her but the relationship. Was the best. I've never felt that way for anyone else sense and I've never felt the same sense. Every date or relationship I go on is just not the same, I dont feel anything exciting to the person and just the date itself. I dont feel anything anymore. I'm lost. I can't find someone, I'm convinced there's nobody good left in the world, nobody that will tell me that they love me. I dont understand why life must do this to me. The good relationship it's hard to even describe how amazing it was, but now it's gone. For good. I can't find someone else, and I can't ever beable to fall in love again. I think once you fall in live once. You'll never fall in love again.
Updates:
1 y
instagram.com/bailey_grubbzee?igshid=wetfaowvrq5t

This was my ex. I created a new account and insta says F you and puts her as first recommended follow. She found someone else like 3-4 months after she dumped me aparently. And no, I dont stock her.
I'm done. I'm just done with people, with everything. Why must life screw with me, why can't I find someone, why can't I fall in love anymore?
3
9
Add Opinion