I'm really tired of being single and lonely. I've been single for close to 15 years now since I got into dating age, expect for a few short flings that have added up to a total of 8 months of relationships. I feel I have worked on myself a lot in this time by loosing 100 lbs, working on my confidence, working on my shyness. I've become a very social and likable person with a lot of interesting hobbies and a good career. I've always had a large friend group with a lot of close friends.
Still I'm struggling and the lack of relationships has taken me to a very dark place again. I'm bitter about my friends that have had long term relationships and I'm bitter at my friends that can find relationship after relationship. My only real relationship ended after my ex dumped me for her best friend put of the blue. I'm bitter to see them in a stong co habbitating relationship
This past year and a half has been just rejection after rejection. I've gone to therapy to work throw things and it has helped however my situation is still the same I feel I'm missing a really big part of life. It's gotten to the point where I don't want life to continue if it's more of this. I'm just not understanding why I can't have what the majority of the people have?
Still I'm struggling and the lack of relationships has taken me to a very dark place again. I'm bitter about my friends that have had long term relationships and I'm bitter at my friends that can find relationship after relationship. My only real relationship ended after my ex dumped me for her best friend put of the blue. I'm bitter to see them in a stong co habbitating relationship
This past year and a half has been just rejection after rejection. I've gone to therapy to work throw things and it has helped however my situation is still the same I feel I'm missing a really big part of life. It's gotten to the point where I don't want life to continue if it's more of this. I'm just not understanding why I can't have what the majority of the people have?
