I only want a woman who has never had her first love or any previous boyfriends. I managed to find 2 girls like that, but they both rejected me on the first date. One was 18 and the other was 17. The date with the 17 year old was last weekend.
I would best describe myself as short (5'6"), dumpy, and getting older.
I am heartbroken because the only chances I feel I had failed, meanwhile, a lot of my peers are getting married and/or having kids.