I usually workout, study and read/write stories. Apart from these things, i’ve got some girl friends ( not so many, to be honest… just 2 ). I feel very comfortable while i’m with them, and we usually have a great time together. I’m not interested in them romantically. I got to clarify i generally don’t even have so many guy friends ( again, just 2 ).
But every single time i see a pretty girl ( so, pretty often, considering the only two physical qualities i look for are “good smile” and “slightly curvy body” ), i don’t feel enough.
I don’t feel like and interesting person, also physically ( i’m losing some hair )