her: hi
me: hi
maybe her or my friends say something then I just shut down and mind my own business hoping they don’t talk to me. I have my moments where I can say something but never a full blown conversation or even small talk. Friends are dating, everywhere I go I see people dating, it makes me lonely and want that but at the same time I’m comfortable being alone. I was at a bar once with friends and they were talking to these two bartenders, and the bartenders kept looking at me I literally just wanted to go hide in a bathroom. Oh and sex is scary, I don’t even know what to do same with dating. I have a feeling I may never date one part of me wants to and other says oh well.