I believe that I never was born to love or to be loved or I had had the worse luck ever in my life or Im a exceptional unique example to be studied by scientists (LOL!! Haha!!) as I doubt there are other women with the same story like mine.
I try to be short. At this moment Im single, im not dating im not seeing anyone. I had never been married ever in my life and I dont have kids. Since I was in lets say high school I never was like the lady who was popular in school and had guys chasing me. I was always shy and I hang out with my group of friends who lets saw we are kind of nerds (not 100% nerds but maybe 50%). In fact while I was in high school I never had boyfriends at all and guys do not even pursue me or went after me. Maybe beause I was raised in a way that my dad was a little bit protective of me and for that reason probably is the reason why socially during my high school years I barely went out to parties with my classmates, in order to meet and hang out with guys. My social outings was with those classmates those group of classmates I hang out with but at the house of one of those classmates (no guys included) at but not to bars or outside a house.
That did not change much after I graduated from high school. I was not that social either and I did not even have male friends at all to hang out with. Since I was in a technical institute (not in college or university) the technical career I studied was mostly studied by women, not men so I barely had men classmates and If I did I never had like much communication with the guys outside studies, like to organize outings with the rest of the classmates or go to parties and beauase of that is why I was a homey person most of my time and If i ever go out to eat at night on a weekend to socialize or go to the movies, my parents were my social partners. Nothing of that happened but also guys never asked me out or pursue me or find me interesting enough to ask me out or to get to know me and no I
I try to be short. At this moment Im single, im not dating im not seeing anyone. I had never been married ever in my life and I dont have kids. Since I was in lets say high school I never was like the lady who was popular in school and had guys chasing me. I was always shy and I hang out with my group of friends who lets saw we are kind of nerds (not 100% nerds but maybe 50%). In fact while I was in high school I never had boyfriends at all and guys do not even pursue me or went after me. Maybe beause I was raised in a way that my dad was a little bit protective of me and for that reason probably is the reason why socially during my high school years I barely went out to parties with my classmates, in order to meet and hang out with guys. My social outings was with those classmates those group of classmates I hang out with but at the house of one of those classmates (no guys included) at but not to bars or outside a house.
That did not change much after I graduated from high school. I was not that social either and I did not even have male friends at all to hang out with. Since I was in a technical institute (not in college or university) the technical career I studied was mostly studied by women, not men so I barely had men classmates and If I did I never had like much communication with the guys outside studies, like to organize outings with the rest of the classmates or go to parties and beauase of that is why I was a homey person most of my time and If i ever go out to eat at night on a weekend to socialize or go to the movies, my parents were my social partners. Nothing of that happened but also guys never asked me out or pursue me or find me interesting enough to ask me out or to get to know me and no I
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was not that ugly I was decent physically. The years passed and for some reason even if I became less shy I still wwas not like a bold lady for certain stuff (im not talking sex here). I mean a bold behavior am upfront lady. Where I began working in the different workplaces I worked, no guys or other coworkers pursue me or chase me or ask me out because they like me or find me attractive que or something, they just complimented that I had pretty eyes, that was all. One more time bad luck for
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for me in the men field and I was not that social either I did not go out much and if I ever did was with female friends who were lets say not party ladies, they were quiet ladies and we only hang out to quiet restaurants only us (just females) we did not hang out to bars to party. Time passed and just 6yrs ago I finally found a guy and for the first time I was hooked on even if I did not want a serious committment just seeing how things could go, was enough for me sadly the guy died 3 years ago
