What's on his mind?

Anonymous

I am genuinely interested in this guy...

he is a good friend of mine...

we've known each other since childhood...

I don't know what he thinks about me exactly...

he knows quite too much about.. me like colors I like, food I love, books I read.. music I love... my family issues.. and he even observes each and every habit of mine.. and lately, he has been asking me if I'll be there at a specific place and if ain't going to be there he would say he won't be too if I said I would.. one day I told him I wouldn't be there and went there one of his friends called him up.. and he appeared out of nowhere...

he's there everywhere I go... he didn't have a liking for books... but he began reading.. coming to the library with me... sharing his book.. scolding me for my dumb mistakes... getting angry for getting hurt due to my clumsiness...

the thing is even after all this... I don't know much about him other than basic stuff.. ik his fav color.. friends.. fav pets.. the fact he likes chocolates and fluffy things a lot.. and his ultra-super belief in fate...[that's all ik] nthg much about his family.. even though I've seen them..

Even after getting along and feeling comfortable with each other... there is this feeling I get..

I feel so distant from him even when I am this close.. i feel like I don't know him exactly.. I am making effort to ask, but he avoids the subject and ends up talking about me..

sometimes he just avoids talking to me... at times... but whenever I get that I feel like I am annoying and a burden for him...

so I don't know what he feels like.. neither do I know about what i feel...

What's on his mind?
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