Dating

UM DO I HAVE FEELINGS?

So there's this guy, we know each other since 2018 and we've been best friends for past 2 years. He used to tell me about new girl each month when we were besties but then he confessed he liked me one year ago and since then I'm the only girl he ever talks about to anyone, I didn't feel the same and didn't really wanted a relationship so I said no but he still couldn't move on. In between I've felt guilt of rejecting him as he is all a girl wants in her boyfriend, so I've literally told him I liked him and next day said it was a mistake (ik it's terrible), I've also ghosted him multiple times but he was the only one to always help me out of every problem even after doing all this to him. I feel comfortable letting out things and being myself or emotional only in front of him. He still feels the same about me, he thinks he's in love with me, is he?

I don't really trust my heart but lately i've been automatically thinking about him whenever I think about things to do together or when I see some couple and think that he'll clearly take so good care of me as he already does, he feels like husband material. Why am I thinking all this? Is he the one? Do I like him?

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(He has cried for me several times as well)
UM DO I HAVE FEELINGS?
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