Am I fault if I rejected a woman that has a high body count come to find out she might be my soulmate what do I do if I feel like I'm being forced?

I need help I feel like she trying to control me by letting the universe tell me what to do, I think she crazy because she might try to change my lifestyle in the next life by magic, do I deserve this honestly? My Family are involved with this and I had a dream about a red baby what is god trying to tell me? Do I have to accpet this?

Am I fault if I rejected a woman that has a high body count come to find out she might be my soulmate what do I do if I feel like I'm being forced?
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