Guilt is eating me alive please help?

[Anonymous]

Two years ago I may or may not have texted my ex, in all honesty I was not sober and don't remember. If i texted him it was a blank message just to see if I am blocked, but I have been with my current partner for 3 years and just remembered this randomly. Since i remembered, the guilt of this burden has been eating me alive.

I think in the moment I sent the message I was not in the right headspace and just wanted to know if I am blocked because that relationship did not end on a good note and in all honesty I am scared of losing my current relationship if this mistake comes out

[ComteDeSaintGermain]

I look in the mirror Who’s looking back at me? I don’t know what happened Guess we weren’t meant to be I know we had problems I thought we could fix them But we got tired There’s nothing left to do But to say goodbye and try to move on I’ll get over you Only wish that I knew how to go on

Baby you and me, we’re so messed up together Even if we tried we’d be stuck here forever I don’t understand right now how to make it through But I’ll get over you And it’s not like I’m gonna hate you It’s what it is, nothing left that we could do Even though it hurts right now we will make it through I’ll get over you

[Avicenna]

It would be worse to try to follow up on this. Just forget about it!

[2_beHappy]

I m not sure that will come out so easily as you think. It would ve been worse If you would ve done that while sober, rather than drunk. It can happen to anyone.

[Anonymous]

Sending a blank message is far worse than sending a message at all.

[Iron_Man]

How long has it been three years now and you’re feeling guilty now