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How do I recover after sending this very embarrassing text to my roommate while on meds?

Background:
Last month after I moved in my roommate and I slept eachother he made the first move, after it didn’t happen again for about a month I talked to him about it and he said he’s just worried about it ruining thing while I’m subletting (which is part of why we went forward with it) I accepted it and haven’t brought it up since just been going about my business and not really wondering about the possibility. I went to the emergency room yesterday and was given like 3 antibiotics that made me extremely loopy and I sent him a text. I don’t know what to do and I feel mortified. I don’t know if it’s as bad as it seems, but I’m horrified.
How can I play cool now? I’d love some perspectives and what to do now. I sent him an apology and told him I am sorry that it was the meds I was on, but I really was hoping to potentially hang outside of the house. I just wanna hide under a rock. Is this as bad as I think?

The text: 🤦‍♀️
U r ok. Pls just be cognizant of how u talk with me. U know, I actually think u r great and like who u r although I don’t know u well. That’s why I’ve been wanting to hang to get to know u better if u wanted to while I’m here, because I really enjoyed talking w u, u r interesting. I do realize time shifts and moves and changes things, and inevitably people and events change rapidly and often times unexpectedly. I really like how kind you’ve been to me, u have been generous and thoughtful almost al it’s annoying hearing to do things differently while I’m here, but I am just hoping to get my sleep back too. I’d like to start over with both perspectives in mind, and a 2 week trial if we want to can be initiated with a door open bat signal lol or u making me shut up from laughing. But for real I’ve never lived with guys before and it’s different pls go a little easy on me there.

How do I recover after sending this very embarrassing text to my roommate while on meds?
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