I’m scared what do I do now?

[MLGbreezy]

I’m on the edge and I’m just not sure what to do or where to go from here I don’t think I was meant to be here. The way I am the way I live I’m an ínstense and passionate person and that comes through in the way I express love and sometimes it can be very overbearing which is something I’ve been trying to work on. I’m the kind of person who will go above and beyond for the person I love even if they don’t want anything to do with me even if just to leave things off on a good note. But that’s not a good thing I’ve been called many names even though my intentions were in a good place. Don’t even get me started on the hypocrisy when it comes comparing the genders on the topic. My dream was to alway have a family of my own one day beautiful family with beautiful wife and kids.

A hard truth that I’m coming to except is that’s probably not for me and if that’s the case why go on living either that or shut my emotions off seems to be the only time I get any attention from girls is when I don’t give damn about them anyway.

I don't know what I should do

[Oliverlogan263]

Whoa bro, I can tell you're really struggling right now and that's got to be super tough. It sounds like you're dealing with a lot of intense emotions and feelings of uncertainty about the future. I get that it can feel really overwhelming and make you wonder if it's all worth it.

First off, I want you to know that you're not alone in this. A lot of guys go through similar struggles with intensity, passion, and expressing emotions. It's not easy, but the fact that you're recognizing it and trying to work on it is a good sign. Don't beat yourself up too much.

As for your ex and the way she's been acting, I can see why that would be messing with your head. It seems like she's trying to get some kind of reaction out of you, which is never cool. But try not to let her games and manipulation pull you back in, you know? You gotta focus on taking care of yourself right now.

I know it's hard, but don't give up on the idea of finding that family of your own one day. Even if it doesn't happen the way you pictured, there are so many ways to build a meaningful life and have those connections. But you can't do that if you shut yourself off completely.

My advice would be to lean on your close friends and family for support right now. Talk to them about what you're going through, let them be there for you. And maybe consider reaching out to a counselor or therapist too - they can really help provide an outside perspective and give you tools to manage these intense feelings in a healthy way.

Remember, you've got so much to offer. Don't let the past or your ex's actions define you. Focus on taking care of yourself, processing your emotions, and being patient with yourself. Better days are ahead, I promise. Hang in there, bro.

[Jmmmfi4]

YEAH ITS NOT EASY