Help!! I'm two-timing and I really don't know what to do :(

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Alright before you read this, please don't comment on how I'm too young and crap like I honestly know that but I believe that love is love so f*** it. :P I'm 16 and I'm dating a 23 year old. (Let's call him Brian). He's really amazing and he treats me with respect. He's a straight forward kind of guy and isn't afraid to tell you how he's feeling. He's been hurt almost by every girl he's dated and I feel bad cos I don't wanna be another girl who does that to him. He even says that he knows I'm the right one for him and even told his family about me. So now recently, my 17 year old best friend (lets call him Elmo lmao) asked me out and I knew deep within his heart that he loved me. I know this because I he actually wrote something very meaningful to me. I rejected him knowing that I have someone already and I felt bad so I ended up dating him anyways. Now that I talk to him more, I've devolved strong feelings. I want to break up with "Brian" because he's too old for me and I'm not ready to become an adult yet, I wanna enjoy my teenage years and such. I'm so afraid on how he's gonna outburst (he has a very bad temper) and I may drive him to suicide :( and I can't break up with "Elmo" because I'll end up crushing his heart as well (he's been played by many girls too) and I don't want to be that other person to do that to him :( Please tell me what to do or give me advice! Its really tearing me apart and I feel like it hurts to love them both...(I don't intend to let the both go btw.) Thank you so much : /
Help!! I'm two-timing and I really don't know what to do :(
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