What has lead you into the path you've taken?

[Anonymous]

And what path would that be, let me in that brain of yours lol

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9 mo

If someone can move the topic for me please

[Apulu_backagain]

My obsession to be perfect and choosing hard stuff which people say I can't do.

Initially I wanted to choose Humanities subjects for my high school but I chose STEM subjects because I was told it's tough and impossible. Now I'm choosing BSc (Hons) Economics for my undergrad because I was told it's too much math for a girl.

And I was told that no one in my mom's side of family is good in maths, let alone a girl.

So I topped every math exam in my class and plan on scoring perfect in next test.

Basically my ugre to prove others wrong brought me where I'm. Luckily, I don't despise it like most do. Yeah I do get overwhelmed and depressed sometimes but I just grind more to get better results and stay distract.

[Asker]

So when was the last time you didn't try to prove someone wrong and went like "I don't believe so but we will just have to agree to disagree" and you didn't go out there and prove it 😂

[Apulu_backagain]

When I declined wanting to do engineering and be an IITian.

IIT is like MIT of India, which acceptance rate less than 1 percent due to their super hard entrance exam (hardest stem test in high school level in the whole world).

And usually more guys get into IIT because well, statistically guys like math and physics more.
You know CEO of Google in an IITian?

So I was told it would be super difficult for me to get into IIT and I tried to prove it by burning myself to death by solving all the physics in the world and shit and I liked it. But I just didn't wanna ruin my college experience for some dumbass so I gave up engineering and now I am more focused on BSc Economics.

Eitherways, the university I'm aiming now has an acceptance rate of 0.5% for their UG program so it's a win for me either way. I prove some dumbass that I can get in there as a girl and without any tutor or coaching, purely by self study and also study what I love.

The guy I'm trying to prove wrong is by the way doing BA economics in some private institute. I wanna ruin him in his own field. That's why I won't settle for BA Economics, only BSc.

[Asker]

You are a wild soul aren't you, you are legit just going out there tossing people around with your actions just making them take their words back, thats quite an unusual and uncommon personality, so do you always try to prove people wrong? 😂

[Apulu_backagain]

You know, there was a time I wanted to choose law because of this very reason. But then my very kind and responsible dad sat down one day and explained that if I chose law then I would have to be a lawyer, nothing extra and there's very less scope. And that being a lawyer will get rid of all the hair on my scalp.

He's the only man who can say me that's a bad decision and I actually listen to him.

And I just hate it when people try to underestimate me just because of my gender or my background. Like just because I am my rich parents' daughter doesn't mean that I just have it easy and can pay for everything. I hate that. I want to show that I am more capable than they think I am.

[Asker]

Well you are capable of anything you put your time and effort in, people that have trouble understanding that and that make everything gender based more than likely love to waste their time on dumb things, it seems you've proved a lot to people but that will never be enough, you should go for what you truly enjoy tho, it's probably the best outcome you can get when it comes to your career cause it's what you'll be using your time on, besides you don't gotta prove these fools anything, even tho I know you probably get some satisfaction out of it, I can tell by how you are all villain era with it on how you explain it 😂

[Apulu_backagain]

All I want to do is do what I want but in the best form.

Want to hear something more evil?

If I do excellent in my dream university then I'll probably get 100k inr per annum package with a lot of increment and I'll be a millionaire before 30 before that guy even gets up from his old terrible corporate seat.

[Asker]

Thats not evil, it sounds like you would just checkmate with that move tbh, it's like life chess or something 😂

[Apulu_backagain]

Oh I love chess by the way 😭

[Apulu_backagain]

And that guy was district level chess player...

[Asker]

Can't say I know too much about chess but you gave off chess vibes, like chess wasn't enough for you that you had to play chess in real life 😂

[Apulu_backagain]

That's so true 😭

[Vevv123]

My son. Every plan I made had him woven into it. From the career I chose so I could work from home, to the community I choose to live in. My path was thought out with purpose, and I led myself by committing to it fully.

[Asker]

That's good vurrito 😁

[MemeSupreme]

bc i got that dog in me

you know how it is... ah ha ah ha ah ha

[Asker]

Stop with your cringy ass 😂

[MemeSupreme]

it was either this or me saying "the road" lol

[Asker]

Wdym lol

[MemeSupreme]

so if i hadn't replied with the original comment

i would've said "the road" instead as the answer to your question lol

[Asker]

Better than this crap 😂

[Anonymous]

I met a lot of males like you, who thought that they couldn't control themselves around what they find attractive and whatever they find attractive just needs to live with it. It let me into drugs, violence and almost death.

[Opinion Owner]

Yet you admitted thay you couldn't and THAT is my issue with you. You argued this, that males can simply not control themselves and unless a woman is fully covered she has no respect for herself and needs to deal with you men not being able to look away. Ergo you males don't have control over yourselves and it is only a matter of time till you push the boundary of harming anyone because after all they're attractive so you're helpless with how your body reacts.

[Opinion Owner]

I keep on telling you this.

With how dense you are, then no wonders you have no energy left to control your body and behaviour, you must be spending all of it just to breath and walk.

[Opinion Owner]

We are aware that people like you exist. And I will forever call you out on it no matter how annoying you find it. Having your kind walking around, blaming women for what you might do to them because you like what you see, how they react is not a factor but just you and yours.

[Opinion Owner]

YOU admitted that YOU can't keep your eyes what YOU find attractive. It isn't about they or them, this is about YOU and what you've admitted to.

[Opinion Owner]

But you're right, women should wear a trash bag and never leave the house because males like you are around. Because you males can't control yourselves so we women must hide.

[Opinion Owner]

I'm showing a little shoulder and arm today, if a man decides to assault or do whatever he desires then it's on me for not covering up properly. He's simply helpless.

[Opinion Owner]

Have a good one. Going to a meeting, with a girl who's dad was like you - couldn't help himself around what he found attractive and sadly that was his daughter. Sadly she should've been more cautious or else it wouldn't have happened. Just like every other woman who's been harmed by one of your kind, it's on her for not being more cautious knowing your kind is around.

Your kind somehow ALWAYS manages to turn the blame on women and what they did or did not do.

[Opinion Owner]

Yes it's unrealistic that we'll ever be safe from your kind, and it's only a matter of time till you overstep since you belief that women should just deal with your shit if you find her attractive. I'm aware that mens inability to control themselves will mean that women will ALWAYS be in danger, especially since women being harmed by your kind rarely is about their clothes. And it's DISGUSTING that males like you keep on blaming us.

[Opinion Owner]

Oh you figured it out. How cute. I'll still coward away, since I'm just protecting myself like you say I must do. I've to be cautious and hide, because whatever is done to be is my fault.

[Opinion Owner]

And no, I did read everything you said before and all you did was argue that you were in your right to look and do whatever you wish, no matter if the other indivual is uncomfortable or not because in the end of it then it is on them for you being attracted to them.

I TRIED having a respectful conversation, where I said that we as humans actually have the ability to control our bodies and behaviour and WE are actually responsible for how others perceive us and that it is actually on us not cause others uncomfort but nope.

Why would I have a respectful anything with someone who thinks that a victim is to be blamed? You are blaming the victim.

[Opinion Owner]

But perhaps that's just a me thing, I care if I happen to scare or make someone uncomfortable - meanwhile males just think it's their right. 🤢 and you wonder why I'm 100% sure you'll one day harm someone, because you simply don't care.

[Opinion Owner]

"it's not because I'm blaming women but in the end it is simply up to the woman to be more cautious because I know men like me exist, if she is harmed she wasn't cautious enough."

[Opinion Owner]

"I'm not blaming women but in the end tbey should've been more cautious because pigs like me are around"

Not a sexist just because I shit on A man - you. I luckily know there are good men in this world, who understands that they can control themselves and clothes does not equal consent.

[Opinion Owner]

Then be done little creep who can't control himself around what he finds attractive. Me not liking you or your kind doesn't mean I'm sexist.

[Opinion Owner]

You are trying to clear up what you mean, I'm just not having it. You didn't try to make your piece with me, you just kept on putting the blame on victims.

And I know I'm risking a lot by dealing with your kind. Typical your type thinking you are all men, and if a woman dislikes you and your kind then she must hate ALL men because all men must be like you.

[Opinion Owner]

And your disgusting ass can just block me but you won't.

[Asker]

I will block when I see your account

[leahzrc]

I spent 4 years listening to an oujia board. I stopped this year lmao. Now I'm saying fuck it and whoever meets me good luck

[Anonymous]

I'm just wandering around aimlessly :P