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My childhood spoiled me

Lynx122
This is where I grew up
This is where I grew up

I was at a funeral service with my mom today and it was really nice and I saw all the people I grew up with in the same house with again. That was the best part. We're gonna do something together again at some point :).

I was really lucky the way I grew up, it was a big house with 6 apartments and a lot of space around the house the first 2 floors were 4 families with kids and we all grew up together and played outside and went to play at each others places. All the parents talked about how nice it was back then :).

I'm spoiled now that's why I refuse to find a job and fit in because I know the level of peace and happiness that can be attained. I soaked myself in and absorbed so much of it that now I have a lifelong supply. I don't wanna settle for: "I'm miserable but at least I get to exist for another day even if I'm just working and sleeping" or something like that.

I'd rather do nothing and hold on to my inner peace. The other kids did grow up to be productive, I'm just the weird one ^^. I would like to work on some projects of my own but with executive dysfunction I just haven't managed it. I really have to kick myself in the butt hard to get going and I can't sustain that.

But I still have some hope that I'll figure it out some day. :)

Until then I'm hoping I can keep finding things to do on my terms that fit my needs and don't stress me too much and I just follow my own path even though I don't know where it'll lead but it has always lead me somewhere good so far because I stay true to myself :).





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