I am angry, I am angry that im lonely and i dont have friends in Canada. I dont seem to click or genuinely be really good friends with anybody. Even when i do we never end up actually hanging out. I am not and i am lonely by choice. I dont know whats wrong with me because i had good connections in Turkey ( where i am from) I moved to Canada by my self when i was 16 and I've never been this lonely before i always had a best friend in my life before moving here. I am angry at people for not being accepting or genuinely caring for me. I am angry at my self for not being able to make friends. Maybe the problem is me but how can i ever know why it ehats wrong with me? I love partying drinking smoking sports movies documentaries shows reading painting going to the beach etc I would say Im down for pretty much anything. I would say I am a really openminded person and accepting. I dont know if i wouldve came here if i knew i would be this lonely. Too bad that in my own country i felt like i didn't had a future. I was too sure of it and stoped dreaming a long time ago. now i am just getting back in to dreaming and goals and I am 20. I am in a relationship but i still feel lonely. I am able to be my own best friend but sometimes it gets a little depressing makes me wonder why am i like this. I dont know how many people would even read this here and respond. Its hard for me to open up about this because i was bullied in middle school and it I felt embarrassed of how i was lonely and depressed.
I am LONELY? Whats wrong with me?
