It is sad that I've never smoked weed?

Hey I'm 15 I've never smoked weed my older brother did when he has about 12 for the first time my step brother be we call each other brothers started selling drugs at 11 quit at like 20 people in school have told me that everyone does which isn't true ovibosly I just feel such a strong peer pressure I'm not popular I would just say I'm average I sometimes hang out with very popular but mostly hang out with unpopular people I have one friend who's basically told they sell drugs buy I feel awarded to bring it up to them I'm thinking about ordering some online but that just feels like cheating what do you guys think
It is sad that I've never smoked weed?
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