So I’m having the hardest time of my life right now. My mom had an aggressive cancer which left her to need someone to take care of her. I quit my job so I could be my moms full time caregiver. She became bedridden which is why she needed a lot of care. My mom passed away about 2 weeks ago. I’m having a rough time. She was not only my mom but my best friend. I have a fiancé but we’re long distance. About 4 hours but hebeen super supportive and comes whenever he can. Which has been almost every week or 2.
i have this best friend. She was like a sister. Her mom and mine were best friends so we were destined for it. Since my mom passed, she has been acting distant and can’t come to the funeral do to financial reasons. Which I completely get because she’s in a different state. But what I don’t get is a friend of hers had gotten m*rdered and she helped plan the funeral and everything. The kicker? They have only been friends for like 3 months. I tried calling her and everything and she even sent my call to voicemail so I was pretty upset. She didn’t get back to me until the next week.
Tonight she said she didn’t wanna say anything because I’m grieving but she thinks I’m acting strange. I feel like I’m acting normal for anyone that just lost their parent. I’m just at an all time low and I’m very depressed. I honestly am really scared for my well being because I’ve never felt this bad before? It started 4 months ago and since my mom passed it’s gotten really bad.
