Why don’t I want as much as I used to?

I realised that there’s nothing else I actually want for Christmas. What I want, besides celebrating with family and friends, is to save enough money to visit my sick aunt interstate in a few months, buy some new bras and beautiful winter pyjamas with the gift cards I’ve been gifted for Christmas by friends and save up for my long distance USA boyfriend’s stay with me over Easter. When we decide whether or not to proceed with a wedding in a year or two.

Why don’t I want as much as I used to?
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