Nothing is fun in this world anymore damn?

[Anonymous]

• 1992: I was born
• 1998: my dad was selling PS games so at a very early age I had PlayStation and Nes and had a chance to play best games in the world
• But at my school and neighbourhood life I was bullied physically and mentally a lot
• 2008: in my highschool I developed social anxiety, but had some different interests such as I made beats and rap songs, flash games, animations etc.
• 2011: developed software and sold online via online marketing
• 2019: my online jobs went terrible and all my life and youth years was so lonely
• 2021: discovered tourism and hotel business, met people all over the world but still so lonely to this day 2024
• Never got a single girlfriend in my entire life.
• In the winter, still live with my parents home alone and watch YouTube videos and documentaries all day

At the age of 31, I am so lonely as fuck. So depressed and lost. Feels like i saw everything in life but it was all like a virtual digital life.

[rosemilk]

you're going to be okay. lots of people still live with parents since the pandemic hit. even 30-35 year olds. DO NOT see this as a bad thing. see it as an opportunity to get ahead.

as for the loneliness, seems like no matter what you do, who you surround yourself with, you're still lonely. i really think you need to talk to a therapist about that to help fix that mindset. can also help with the relationship/girlfriend aspect.

i know the job market is hard these days (surprisingly), but have you looked around or applied? learned new skills to put on your resume? your software experience is actually a good thing to have.

seems like you need purpose to pull yourself out of depression and to be put in the right direction. what the purpose is, you'll have to find out. just make sure not to stay in your head for too long. i know it sucks and i have been there, believe me.

to start small, every day write a to-do list. and then do what's on that list. it gives your day purpose, even tho it is small, it is still worth to do every day to keep your mind on track.

[laly520]

seek therapy

life is full of fun things to do n learn

[LazerBean]

So what is your question?