Aita for getting annoyed at my own biological parents?

[Anonymous]

My mom gave me to my aunt when I was 2. I am adopted and I still see my own mom because she's my neighbor and my bio mom told me" my father loves other people more or strangers more than their own family" then she proceed to tell me the story of the boy they adopted he's 19 now and the boy returned to his own parents my mom said they missed him so much I told her its so wrong to love someone more than your own family like i am adopted you gave me to someone when I was a baby and then you adopted someones baby? Like it just hurts and annoying that they do that to me. Also some of my bio siblings are not nice either some are bully. There are only two who are nice and Also the aunt who adopt me isn't nice either she was physically and emotionally abusive so I felt unloved and unwanted even as a child and I crave so much love. I hope someday when I get married I meet a mother in law who will treat me like their own daughter and meet a man who will love me unconditionally and when I have my own family I would do my best to take care of my own family and not neglect them like my own mother did.

[rosemilk]

that is a completely valid response to have, given your situation. how awful <3

[exitseven]

It sounds like a real mess. You had no control over your biological parents. Maybe you are better off without them/ Considering what a tough upbringing you had it is amazing that you seem to have the capacity to love somebody. I hope you find it someday.

[boggboss]

No it makes sense to feel that way