I’m Terminal what do I do?

Omg I just found out I have 12 months to live and I’m such an emotional wreck. Part of me is relived because I hate my life and second is sooo sad and scared terrified and I don’t want to go and leave my family sad. But they arnt even happy that I’m here...: so I guess I really should be happy. But I can’t be fully happy. I been crying non stop. Is that normal?

I’m Terminal what do I do?
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