Why do I have apathy and sudddnly when one of my past or lowkey resent crushes is on the vicinity I get energy and talk to everyone?

[Arrofantusers]

Crazy. I literally am so quiet and don’t talk but I guess I want my personality to shine when they’re around. I need to stop. I don’t want them anymore.

[strateguy632]

That is natural. When you are around someone who you like, you feel happier and energetic.

[Arrofantusers]

The change is just so dramatic it’s embarrassing. I don't know if others notice but also I’m trying to not like these guys!

[Avicenna]

Because you don’t see them positively anymore

[Arrofantusers]

But why do I still get active when they’re around? Did you read that part of the question?

[Nikki1989]

It is a release of dopamine, a neurotransmitter associated with pleasure and reward.

[DryGermanGuy]

Get professional help, you eternal weirdo.

[In_Trance]

I think you do still want them