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I feel like my girlfriend is too good for me and I hate it

She has just about a 4.0 at the best school in the country, probably going to get into the best ivy league school. Is filthy rich, good looking, and gets lead roles in major plays and shows. Me? I'm a "has been" as in I have been the best at sports and that went nowhere, I was the man in high school and that went nowhere, I got in to a great school and that went nowhere, I got kicked out for bad grades, mom lost her job and we moved in to a small house and rented out our awesome house just to make ends meet. I have pretty good grades at a community college and can maybe get into somwhere good soon but it just makes me feel bad that she's so good at everything and me... nothing. I just feel like the only reason she likes me is because I've been told I'm good looking, I was cool in high school, and I'm older. Other than that I have nothing going for me and I just feel like this is a waste of time. I do show her a lot of love which is different because she knows that I used to be a "player" but other than that I'm sure she can find better.
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I feel like my girlfriend is too good for me and I hate it
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