Okay… I have known and been very good friends with her for many years (10+). The telling of let’s just be friends happened months ago when she was seeing someone.
I still have feelings for her but we have argued recently over how I do disappear out of her life for long periods of time (without a word). I come back into it at random and we just pick up like we never missed a beat. I really have come to realize this in the past month and half as to why I’m totally getting why she wouldn’t want to even look at me as a guy to date because of that reason. Why get emotionally involved with someone who could just up and leave.
So I just decided alright I’ll be her friend and just be there as she has told me I’m one of the closest friend she has right now. We playfully banter and flirt over text as well in person we tease each other and just have a good time laughing and smiling the usual stuff when having lots of fun!
As of lately she suggest she wants to go try new places to hangout together as well get food a lot more lately.
She told me this past weekend she cancelled all of her plans with other people throughout the week except for our dinner plans.(yeah I know it’s getting long folks lol)
I’m just so confused about all of this because I don’t know at this point. I’m just timid around her because I don’t want to overstep that line and make shit awkward. That has happened so many times because of tequila. We are both guilty of it. 🤣🤣
I have zero expectations for a relationship with her. I’ve had way to many of those moments with her in the past…. so I’m just enjoying time with a close friend and living in the moment.
Yes I need help!! 😅😂
I still have feelings for her but we have argued recently over how I do disappear out of her life for long periods of time (without a word). I come back into it at random and we just pick up like we never missed a beat. I really have come to realize this in the past month and half as to why I’m totally getting why she wouldn’t want to even look at me as a guy to date because of that reason. Why get emotionally involved with someone who could just up and leave.
So I just decided alright I’ll be her friend and just be there as she has told me I’m one of the closest friend she has right now. We playfully banter and flirt over text as well in person we tease each other and just have a good time laughing and smiling the usual stuff when having lots of fun!
As of lately she suggest she wants to go try new places to hangout together as well get food a lot more lately.
She told me this past weekend she cancelled all of her plans with other people throughout the week except for our dinner plans.(yeah I know it’s getting long folks lol)
I’m just so confused about all of this because I don’t know at this point. I’m just timid around her because I don’t want to overstep that line and make shit awkward. That has happened so many times because of tequila. We are both guilty of it. 🤣🤣
I have zero expectations for a relationship with her. I’ve had way to many of those moments with her in the past…. so I’m just enjoying time with a close friend and living in the moment.
Yes I need help!! 😅😂
