There's this girl that I had been best friends with for years, we would text day and night and talk about each other to our families and friends. Until one day I stopped talking to her one day because I thought it was for the best. After a few month I started texting her again but she just leaves me on seen. Months later I started texting her again and apologized for ignoring her. We fought over text and continued texting even when we were fighting, later she blocked me. A few months later we started texting each other again and everything finally seemed normal. But I messed up again one day after triggering her, then spamming her apologies. She responded saying that she's not going to forgive me unless I start changing and I did, until I triggered her again after a few days and then she blocked me. We stopped talking for a few months but after a few months we started talking again then stopped again. After a few months we started texting again but I made the same mistake a few months later but fixed it right away because I knew that it hurts her. From that day on whenever I had a problem I would tell her. However, a few week ago I had a problem and didn't tell her and made the same mistake. She would not accept my apologies and would start leaving me on seen but we would still talk I could tell that she was hurting. Two days ago she talked to me and said that the reason she was leaving me on seen was because she wanted me to block her like how I block my friends when I get mad, she said that she didn't want any special treatments. She told me that the time that she blocked me and left me on seen back then was because she wanted me to admit that I liked her. Yesterday, I asked her if I was to tell her that I liked her she would reject me right and she said right. Up until this week she has started texting this guy everyday and started talking to him. After I confessed that I loved her yesterday she hasn't talked to me ever since and has acted cold and ignoring me.