Why do I feel like I should let boys use me?

JustAGirl227
i have a boyfriend, but recently i kinda cheated on him with his enemy (kinda like a bully) And this guy treats me like a slut and i don't know why but i love it... i get so turned on. From that time i get this feeling that i should let all boys do whatever they want to me. This guy asked me to suck his friends too and i did... my boyfriend knows nothing about all this. Am i just weird or is this normal?
Why do I feel like I should let boys use me?
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