Gonna make things as quick as i can
So i met this girl about a year ago, she has always come off as kind and accepting even when i didn't know her, she has even gone out of her way to do nice things for me like getting me a job or making sure im included in whatever she is doing, at for the first few months i just saw it as her being a really kind person, but summer came and we didn't have a real conversation at all until school started, fast forward to the second semesterish she got a boyfriend, and i noticed the "random acts of kindness" she showed me stopped happening, so this had me thinking, and i eventually came to the conclusion that she was mildly flirting with me, now with this new found knowledge i started noticing how smart and beautiful she was, and this later turned into a crush, and i was mad at myself for not connecting the dots sooner, a few weeks later her and her boyfriend broke up, and what do you know her "random acts of kindness" started happening again and at first i was happy that i got another chance but at the same time i started second guessing myself with thoughts like "maybe she's just a nice person" or "what if she only turns to me when she's bored", so this then led to me avoiding her heavy, like i would see her in the halls and just act like im blind or something, it was bad, eventually she started doing the same, so this cycle of awkwardness ans mild interaction continued for pretty much a month, keep in mind nobody but my mama knew i liked her, after a long period of time we started talking casually again but she treated me like everyone else, and to top it off one of my friends started taking a liking to her and evenen ended up in her close circle of friends, soon enough he told me and another friend that he asked her out and she started blushing then hung up the phone, so now here i am losing sleep typing my problems on the internet.🌚
If there's one thing i learned just be honest about how you feel and dont be afraid to be bold
