Why am I so obsessed?


Let me start by saying I am a big girl. So if all stayed last summer, I was at the lake with a few friends just sitting around enjoying the sun. I am and have always been very shy, i would never even go in public without a tshirt and sometimes even a jacket during the summer. I had decided to finally wear a bathing suit out to the lake which i had never done, and it was a weekend so there were lots of people there. We decide to get in the water to cool off, and at some point in the water apparently my breasts decide they wanted out of the top, well being in the water i didn't even feel them come out. It wasn't until I'm already getting out and walking back through the grass i notice people looking at me, I sit down and my friends boyfriend said, you must like showing those off, I look down and they are both completly out and of course my nips could cut glass because of the cold water. He said he thought I knew because they were bouncing all over when I was walking past everyone, but as embarrass as I was, I think I liked it because I didn't even try to cover them right away, I grabbed them, bounced them with my hands and pinched my nips and just said, apparently so! Ever since that moment I have been showing them to strangers, but in a vouyer way, I make it look like an accident, I've done it in gas stations, grocery stores, the easiest us probably at the lake, but I do it anywhere I can that I can make it look like I didn't mean to. I just don't know what had changed and why I enjoy doing this now.
Why am I so obsessed?
Why am I so obsessed?
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