Everything you touch, see, smell, hear, feel, and care for in life reminds you of the one love of your life. After my breakup with my Ex I felt like my life was ending. I could not eat, or sleep or even function in life without having a break down and crying. It's been 2 1/2 months since Dooms day for me and I feel a lot better and the pain is not as intense. I would wake up in the middle of night thinking of him. My heart was utterly broken and how could he not care and not love me anymore? Well, it's called a break up for a reason. We still chat via text and email but it isn't the same as boyfriend/girlfriend.
I can say this. I have found an inner strength inside myself that I never knew. I found new friends through this site that are there for me through thick and thin. Through endless nights of chatting on the phone wondering what I did and how I could make him fall in love with me again. But, what my new friends did tell me was, that I did not do anything nor can I make him love me again. But, most of all that I deserve much better than him. I did learn from this experience, and will continue to learn everyday from my Ex. For That I am Thankful. I feel for the first time that I am a strong person inside and I was not truly happy with the person I had become. I am my own best friend and I enjoy myself and I can make myself laugh and be happy. I let my life revolve around him. That was my biggest mistake of all. I lost friends and family because of that.
I appreciate that I am still here and that I did not decide to end it all that sad and lonely night in November. I wanted to die and kill myself. I chose to stay here and fight for myself because I can make someone very happy just being me. I found the strength to finally let go and be myself for the first time in 7 years. I found my inner strength that night. And without my friends and God I would be lost.
Without me finding my inner strength and making friends with it, I would be gone forever. I don't need a man to make my life complete. I just need a few supportive friends and God. So, Thank you all who have emailed me and talked to me on the phone for all of your endless lectures and support.
But, I found me again. I found the strength to finally let that person go that I thought made my life. Because no one makes you happy but yourself. I want to Thank Hot Alpha, The Nash, Kevin and Miranda for being there. I feel like I am accepting an Emmy or something, but I am here and I am a stronger woman because of it. So Thank you Girls ask Guys for allowing me to use you as sort of a therapy for me. I hope if you read this and if you are thinking of ending your life over a break up? That you will find your inner strength and friends from this site.
God Bless, and I am here if anyone wants my advice. It might not be that great but, it's a start. I think we all need a new start after a break up.
I can say this. I have found an inner strength inside myself that I never knew. I found new friends through this site that are there for me through thick and thin. Through endless nights of chatting on the phone wondering what I did and how I could make him fall in love with me again. But, what my new friends did tell me was, that I did not do anything nor can I make him love me again. But, most of all that I deserve much better than him. I did learn from this experience, and will continue to learn everyday from my Ex. For That I am Thankful. I feel for the first time that I am a strong person inside and I was not truly happy with the person I had become. I am my own best friend and I enjoy myself and I can make myself laugh and be happy. I let my life revolve around him. That was my biggest mistake of all. I lost friends and family because of that.
I appreciate that I am still here and that I did not decide to end it all that sad and lonely night in November. I wanted to die and kill myself. I chose to stay here and fight for myself because I can make someone very happy just being me. I found the strength to finally let go and be myself for the first time in 7 years. I found my inner strength that night. And without my friends and God I would be lost.
Without me finding my inner strength and making friends with it, I would be gone forever. I don't need a man to make my life complete. I just need a few supportive friends and God. So, Thank you all who have emailed me and talked to me on the phone for all of your endless lectures and support.
But, I found me again. I found the strength to finally let that person go that I thought made my life. Because no one makes you happy but yourself. I want to Thank Hot Alpha, The Nash, Kevin and Miranda for being there. I feel like I am accepting an Emmy or something, but I am here and I am a stronger woman because of it. So Thank you Girls ask Guys for allowing me to use you as sort of a therapy for me. I hope if you read this and if you are thinking of ending your life over a break up? That you will find your inner strength and friends from this site.
God Bless, and I am here if anyone wants my advice. It might not be that great but, it's a start. I think we all need a new start after a break up.
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