Hi. I had this guy friend that I adored so much. I almost believed that I loved him, because he always made me smile and made me feel happy all the time. But, I was in the friendzone. And we were arguing about something, and he called me his friend, so I went, "A friend, of fucking course, because that's all I am to you." and the next day my friend texts me that he was hanging with Ronald (not his real name), and brought up friendzone and me. And Ronald made me sound so fucking desperate when he explained to my friend on what happened. He said that I asked "Are we ever going to be more than friends?" and my friend goes, "well, did you friendzone her?" and Ronald laughs and replied yes. And days later I just realized I humiliated myself because I found out he had a girlfriend. And it was the same girl he'd talk about to me all the time. He idolizes her so damn much. And now they're going out and he's saying shit on her Instagram saying how much he fucking loves her and I just want to hide somewhere and scream. He's loving the wrong girl. She's a fucking slut. She's smoked, done heavy drugs, and has had a lot of sex, and I've seen pictures of her hanging out with one of her ex boyfriends all the damn time. Whom she let him finger her on some fucking Disneyland ride when on an Orchestra field trip when they've only dated for about, 3 days. How do I know this? Because one of my closest guy friend saw it happen, and she didn't deny it when talking to him about it. And she's had a lot of boyfriends. And I KNOW she is going to break his heart, because he loves her so fucking much, and has since the 5th grade and she dumps all of her damn boyfriends and god knows what the fuck they've been doing and what the hell they're doing now. Why doesn't he see that she's bad for him? And all I can do is sit and watch. I feel so broken.
So, any songs that match my situation sort of? Haha. And no Taylor Swift, please. Something more rock alternative 90s early 2000s type of music?
So, any songs that match my situation sort of? Haha. And no Taylor Swift, please. Something more rock alternative 90s early 2000s type of music?
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