Me and my boyfriend first met when was 16 and he was 18. We were introduced after I auditioned to be a guitarist in his and his friends band.
He was really cocky with me and said I was pretty good for a girl but I was too shy and innocent for the band. I didn't say much back and just left thinking he was a dick.
A year later he left the band after having creative differences and he was left on his tod. He contracted me and asked if we possibly get together and form a band. My reply was something along the lines of "oh are you sure I'm not too shy and innocent for you" he seemed like he'd grown up a little and apologized for dismissing me in the past.
We had a couple gam sessions and we seemed to work really well together eventually we got are drummer and bass guitarist. The band was doing really well and we were getting on great and that's when me a David my boyfriend started being more than band mates.
I'd always had a secret crush on him and are sexual tension was always high. He's very attractive and a amazing singer. He's so so talented and he knows that.
It's been 5 years now and are bands just been signed with a major label and everything is going crazy for us right now. We are still so young and sometimes I feel like I'm being rushed into growing up and I'm not sure what I'm doing and who to trust.
Sometimes I get really scared and nervous. I've grown up a little now and I'm so shy and innocent. My clothes and attitude may be different but sometimes there's still that part of me that wants my family and normal life.
David is the oldest in band and when we are sad or worried he always acts like the mum of the group and protects us that's why I love him. He may put on a bad boy act but he's such a softy inside and really cares about people. He gave us all a amazing career and yes sometimes it feels like he's carrying us and he isn't afraid of letting the us all know that either.
He was really cocky with me and said I was pretty good for a girl but I was too shy and innocent for the band. I didn't say much back and just left thinking he was a dick.
A year later he left the band after having creative differences and he was left on his tod. He contracted me and asked if we possibly get together and form a band. My reply was something along the lines of "oh are you sure I'm not too shy and innocent for you" he seemed like he'd grown up a little and apologized for dismissing me in the past.
We had a couple gam sessions and we seemed to work really well together eventually we got are drummer and bass guitarist. The band was doing really well and we were getting on great and that's when me a David my boyfriend started being more than band mates.
I'd always had a secret crush on him and are sexual tension was always high. He's very attractive and a amazing singer. He's so so talented and he knows that.
It's been 5 years now and are bands just been signed with a major label and everything is going crazy for us right now. We are still so young and sometimes I feel like I'm being rushed into growing up and I'm not sure what I'm doing and who to trust.
Sometimes I get really scared and nervous. I've grown up a little now and I'm so shy and innocent. My clothes and attitude may be different but sometimes there's still that part of me that wants my family and normal life.
David is the oldest in band and when we are sad or worried he always acts like the mum of the group and protects us that's why I love him. He may put on a bad boy act but he's such a softy inside and really cares about people. He gave us all a amazing career and yes sometimes it feels like he's carrying us and he isn't afraid of letting the us all know that either.
Updates
+1 y
I really don't like his attitude at the moment. He keeps lecturing us all constantly and is acting super strange. If I'm totally honest I've been seeing him kiss men and talk about being more open in are relationship too which I find concerning. If I ever confornt him about kissing a man he just says its just a bit of fun and nothing sexual. He also keeps telling I need to start dressing more sexy as that's were the band's image is going but I don't feel comfortable
