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My past friends with benefits is weird. He's driving me crazy, ugh. Why can't he just leave me alone, and Fuck them others?

I seriously can't take this shit ANYMORE! The amount of (love) that I have for him, just doesn't make any sense. But Noooo, he wouldn't know- because all he ever do, is keep his dick in his hands between it comes down to him and I. But also, he still wants to have his sides and me too. And I don't understand, why he can't just stick with them. Like over time, are relationship became better and the chemistry has to. But the connection is slowly fading. I remember, when we first met each other, we always talked, he was always attentive and consistents. And we did hangout. But now, he hits me up at random sad times, or wait until the end of the weekend to reach back out. So if he's spending all this time with his new friends with benefits or someone who he's actually interested in. Then why DON'T he just get rid of me and leave me alone. And yes! I have told him to leave me alone and mention to him how I couldn't do the whole f w b thing anymore, with him. And he always says! Ok! but yet. He'll ask months or years later. So if I am just an option to him, and he doesn't have the time and energy need to communicate with me like you used to. Then why bother. My heart can't take this anymore! And I try my best to hide, how I feel for him :(. But I can't. So a lot of times I avoid him and keep my distance. I haven't had sex with for awhile. Like a year- in 2020. But wtf! Ugh!! so why does he feel the need to keep me around, when he puts his energy and time for them other hoes or girl? (8 years) with this shit on and off!! 😠🤦😡😔
My past friends with benefits is weird. He's driving me crazy, ugh. Why can't he just leave me alone, and Fuck them others?
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