The guy I’ve been “down” for since I met, like I’ve been there for him every single time he needed me even if we just argued.. We’ve been through a lot of back and forth drama as if we’re in a relationship.. he’s told me he’d be nothing without me and I’m his “rider” and “4lifer” and told out mutual friend I’m a real one…. I’ve told him how I felt about him and also told him I want a commitment with him before.. but he said he will never be in a relationship ever when I did cuz of past relationships and him not being good enough.. but lately he’s been bringing up how he’s gonna try the relationship things again, and the first time he did , I made a comment about him meeting someone worth it and wish him the best and he then proceeded to say shit to make me jealous by saying he’s gonna cuddle and all this stuff with her.. but then he told me he’s joking the next day.. but he brought up getting into a relationship multiple times lately and I’m just done giving benefits to someone who says they don’t want me and treats me like nothing half the time… But then other times makes it seem like he cares.. I’m just over it all. If he tries to come back he’s lost me completely.
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I’d also like to add, he’s says I’ve helped him “grow” in a lot of ways since we met.. I call him out on shit he does, and he’s done the same to me.. we have both grown/matured a-lot since we first met.
