Ok so i fell in love with him 2 years ago. Love at firsy sight. But thats not even what this is about.
I cry hard after being around him or even thinking of him. He struck me since long as having low self esteem. Just my intuition picking it up. Not necessarily anything he has ever said. His body language. Stuff like that. But the fact i have to hold back strong crying spells at work after being near him for a short time... is just not normal. At first i was crying cause i thought he was leaving months ago. Turned out he wasn't. But now im not crying for that reason. I have no explanation for it because i am not longing that much for him as i once was. I think im picking up on his inner emotions he hides very well. He has become increaisngly more nervous at least around me and even avoids me and speaks less to me. I dont see him at work as often as i used to so i can't really compare his behavior to me versus to others.
All i know is i want to say SOMETHING to him so he doesn't keep being depressed and even contemplating suicide.
I cry hard after being around him or even thinking of him. He struck me since long as having low self esteem. Just my intuition picking it up. Not necessarily anything he has ever said. His body language. Stuff like that. But the fact i have to hold back strong crying spells at work after being near him for a short time... is just not normal. At first i was crying cause i thought he was leaving months ago. Turned out he wasn't. But now im not crying for that reason. I have no explanation for it because i am not longing that much for him as i once was. I think im picking up on his inner emotions he hides very well. He has become increaisngly more nervous at least around me and even avoids me and speaks less to me. I dont see him at work as often as i used to so i can't really compare his behavior to me versus to others.
All i know is i want to say SOMETHING to him so he doesn't keep being depressed and even contemplating suicide.
