I feel low I feel like shit honestly?

My son dad is barely here for him barely calls barely support I do everything myself. Didn’t know he had 4 baby mothers when I met him he told me only 2 but later when I got pregnant he than said 4 so I’m basically 5 I know embarrassing please don’t make me feel bad guys. Than he ended up having another with a girl than later anothet with another girl. I’m just feeling down because he calls me today to say he heard I’m pregnant I told him I wasn’t he than said when I’m ready for another let him know. But it’s like you not even here for my son didn’t even tell him happy birthday haven’t called in months school started didn’t even ask if I needed help. So for him to say that made be wonder like what he take me for? I mean he help maybe three others so he need to tell them that cause he don’t help me to even say that I feel disrespected. I’ll be a fool to have another with this guy.
I feel low I feel like shit honestly?
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