I used to live a middle class life with my parents but i wanted to be poor. Now i escaped them (narcissists) and i have been poor and still am. I was even homeless in a shelter. I dont wanna be rich.
Also I've always thought getting older is good because of wisdom...
And being weak is kinda cool to me... not too weak... obviously i dont wanna take my health for granted at all and thats nothing to joke about. I have been getting weaker but its not some devaststing thing to me. I think it helps give you patience and qualities you dont get if you have the world at your feet.
