Falling outa love?

Anonymous
How do u know? When? If? Terrified I might could b falling out of love w/ur husband of almost 11 years together for almost 22 years. NOT OK NOT COOL IN REALLY FREAK'N OUT!!! MY BABY'S R ALMOST ALL GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL (got 2 down 1 to go off my biological baby's-- High School Diploma). I think/feel he's never been n love with me ever@all. I could tell u some things he's told me to my face about me myself&I. He's fuck'n amazingly awesome@hurting my feelings ever chance/opportunity he gets it seems. Horses r my passion. They're therapy for me they help me breath. My Daddy is my bfefl [lol] (bestest friend ever for life). My parents have never been together they've always been apart & w/other people. Lived with mom. Dad was pertty good w/broken promises & really good@getting my hope up. We'r hear from him when it was convenient for him. When I asked, he was honest as he could b.
Anyway, if there's nothing else n this world my daddy stuck ton by god, he did 1 time for sure. He told me when I was younger he was gonna get me a horse, & but God he sure th fuck did. He name was Cherry. OMFG she was absolutely fuck'n gorgeous! She was a buckskin. She had none disease n her right front hoof tho. My husband wasn't willing to try for a year to c if we could possibly turn it around. Anything that puts a smile on face, he takes away. Any drank I've had he's pops this bubbles for me. He made raiding my baby's absolutely miserable. @our wedding, 1 of th bitch ass cunt he cheated on me with came. He let r stay. Then later he came looking for me with his left arm around her fat waist line. As he's guiding her right arm with his towards me with a mutha FUCK'N card nher God damn nasty hand.
WTF? STILL CANNOT GET THE FUCK OVER IT!!! That was over 10 years ago almost 11 next month. I'm almost certain he's never ever been loyal nor faithful whatsoever. Never gives me any credit ever always critiques any/everthing I've dun or I do. He treats me like I'ma young dumb ass kid
Falling outa love?
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