Is this normal? Is the feeling mutual?

I'm s*xually attracted to my stepdad, i wonder if he feels the same way. I get jealous when he talks to other girls. He gives me mixed signals, hot and cold treatment, sometimes he's nice sometimes he's rude and mean. I have s*xual fantasies about him, I can't stop playing with myself while thinking of him. I can’t stop thinking about him every day and every single time.
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He’s always in my mind, I can’t get him out of my mind. I don’t want to think about him anymore!
Is this normal? Is the feeling mutual?
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