What do you think I should do?

I like someone, I wrote to him on instagram that I like him, but the message has been on the invitation for 1 month, I can't see his stories, I think he restricts me, I lost 5 kilos because of him, I cry all the time, even in my dreams, last week on Thursday I went to school just for him, I left an envelope in his car, but it turned out to be the wrong envelope. I left the original envelope in my bag this week on Thursday I will put an envelope again, this time the right one, he follows 450 girls, he liked their photos, my environment calls him a womanizer, but I have already fallen for him, I am so tired of suffering, I found his phone number, should I call him and tell him everything, please help me, I have no one to consult.

What do you think I should do?
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